Pipe Dreams

Well, my reliving my yesterdays fantasy will remain that. A fantasy. It's just not going to work. Because of money. I cannot give up this job that I've found to chase a silly dream. Ultimately it's not worth it. *sniff* Plus I really don't know how we could've gotten by without my paycheck for the ensuing month anyway. It's still fun to think about. To imagine it. I think I would've really enjoyed taking a break from my normal life for a bit. And yeah, part of me longs to be in the limelight again, I won't lie.

On to the next dream...whatever that will be.

Comments

feisty said…
Stupid money anyway....grrrr. Could you get in with the playhouse here or anything? Either acting, directing, bit part type of thing so you could still work? I love the productions there. When I used to go,that is, before kudos. Sigh. I'm feeling some drain too and missing my ok'd interests....someday. Pipe dreams indeed...
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Sarah in Scotland said…
No! I would love to see you in a show again. Especially a singing one :-) Is there anything in Duluth? Hang on to your pipe dream you'll have the time eventually. Maybe someday you and Dahlia could be in a show together.
4:12 PM
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