Stress

So, I lost a caddy - well, I didn't LOSE it but I had one for my shoot this weekend, and then I lost it...but then I found another one, so we're okay there. One actor dropped out - but that's okay, we'll manage. I still need to get my budget in line (yikes) and my locations properly nailed down...one is very secure with the City of Duluth and won't be a problem (yay permits!) the other is more tricky and I still haven't come up with a good solution. I'm dreading 2 overnight shoots. I don't get any sleep NOW so I don't imagine it will be that much different (haha) but I'm totally dreading it. I am excited to direct my own thing, but I'm scared as hell and my stomach hurts.

Time for some wine.

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Kate said…
That video of Dahlia on the swing, excited and terrified at the same time? That's what this feels like I think. You'll be awesome, I just know it!
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