Only the Lonely Girls Get the Blues

Today is not good. A day of utter despair and crying-jag-littered emotional messiness. Iko gets worse and worse. We thought he was doing better but now? No eating, very very little water. Mostly sleeping/resting on our bed. It's like waiting for a clock to stop ticking. I am sad for that and other reasons...reasons that I wont' go into but are probably mostly constructed in my head and of things including (but not limited to) family, family visits, business, business partners, house/home, price of gas, NO ONE to talk to during the day amongst other things.

*sigh*

I'm ready to hit "start over" on today. (but only if the results were much, much different).

Comments

Anonymous said…
I'm so sorry. Here's a hug.
7:52 PM
Peder said…
Hope things get better.
8:16 PM
michelle said…
i'm sorry carrie

i'm still unemployed and do nothing - you can call me anytime day or night if you need to chat!
8:17 AM
kmd said…
HUGS! You can call me, too!
11:04 AM
Sarita said…
::gigantic hug::
I've been there. Hang in there. Read yesterday's post again.
12:14 PM
Test said…
Hugs to you and Iko. Feel free to call me anytime!
12:48 PM
Deb said…
We're all here!!
1:07 PM
Chris Cactus said…
If you find a start over button, please let me know where it is! Hope the week gets better!
2:05 PM
K said…
I'm a little late but hope your mood is improving. Oh and I'm still alive! ;) How is your sister?

*Funny aside - my word verification was "Cry" with two more letters at the end. How appropriate! :)
10:32 AM
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